How it all started

When your numbness becomes numb. Yes, please try to understand this. When your pain stops being a feeling and becomes more of your reality. My heart became so broken so torn and lost. Had lost it all I mean everything I lost it all in the snap of a finger. It's amazing how our lives gets flipped upside down so quickly. Every thing I worked for everything I hustled for gone. Promises weren't kept and all my dreams were just fantasies. The truth had set in. I began to take notice that I had lost myself. I didn't know who I was. I didn't know what I wanted. I didn't know my passion. At the age of 24 I began to notice this, and I desired to have a passion for something. I wanted to live with passion. What did I truly love?.... What felt natural to my soul I had no idea. Did I lose something I never had. As I searched for myself  I found out that it wasn't  just recent  that I lost myself. I lost myself a long time ago.  I had to dig so deep real deep. I had to go back to my childhood and remember what excited me. before my childhood had been robbed.  Before society came in and dictated my life. Than it hit me it all started to make sense. Decisions I've made, things I ignored and buried deep down. I started to touch all of it. I started to find what I was passionate about. I found things I loved to do. I  found me. Who I truly was. But it wasn't easy it took strength and a lot of patience. It was something I had to work on a daily. It was going to take time and strength. I knew right away it wouldn't be easy. The changes I would have to make. Things I had to do more of and things I needed to do less of. It was important that I shared my journey of how I got to know me. The real me. How I fell in love with me and got closer to my passion and my dreams. Not only did I want to share but inspire women and young women. But most importantly the ones who are lost and don't have a clue who they are or what they want, or where their going. This blog is for them.

For our strong women my savage Souls....